Saturday, September 19, 2009

angel..


In a corner she laid
gazing still at roof
pleading it to fall
to end her misery her pain
to blow off a hope
she jst brought to life..
beside her lay her angel
with eyes stuck at her
trying to find reason
of tears dat flew down
of void her eyes looked at
of darkness she gazed into...




unmoved den dey both
heared the curses spelt
looked at the frettng faces
consoling her family stood
her all knowns nd unknowns...
she looked at her DAUGHTER
now for the first time
her bright face looked like a dawn
her large black eyes seemed like drowning her
she looked like a dew as pure as truth
den the setting sun rays fell on her
as if he had come to say her goodbye
before she like him get lost to darkness.....

plans being laid and conspiracies settled...
her grandmother laid hands on her..
but by now a mother had broken shackles
of d fake relations she had bowed to
of d fake society she cared of
of d fake person she lived her life for..

grabing her daughter in her arms
she walked out with courage no one cd ever detter
evryone freezed to astonishment
she stepped out...
with noone to stop..
nowhere to go...
bt she knew dat the settng sun was by her side
nd dis nght was nt too long...
as long as her angel LIVES...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Cd i ever be loved..


alone i kept walking
all d roads i came along
wearing a smile ,i kept
moving ahead of frayed minds
wantng to be true to me
tryng HIM to be proud of me
i tried to be good
i never knew ven people
walking beside me bcm frnz
i never knew ven i started
meaning dem so much..
gazing at light in hope
through the tunnel i swayed...
unaware i was nt alone
unaware the path was no more deserted
unaware i had people to love me
unaware i had people to love
i kept walking...
nd today wen i turned back..
i saw tears in eyes who loved me
i saw hands asking me to stop
i saw feet tryng to catch pace
stunned i looked cd dis b true
could i ever b loved
could i ever b cared
could i be a reson for someones smile...

Wednesday, June 3, 2009


i always knew I was walking alone
alone on these unknown roads…
I always knew there is no one for me
No one to share success ..tears..
I knew dat ders no hand to lend…
No hand to take me along…
Bt today y m I feelng pain…
Y am I kneeling down..
Y r backs hurtng me..
Y m I waitng for a ray..
To tear dis darkness..
Y m I waitng for a hope..
Wen dey ver never for me…
Y m I waitng for someone to 
Gather pieces I broke into..
Ven I know no one walks vid me..
No one ever was vid me..
Whom m I waitng for…
Its again time to gather pieces…
Nd stick dem again…myself…

Saturday, May 23, 2009

ur worth to me...


I never knew I loved so much
I never knew u vr my strength
I never understood ur care
I wonder y I fought the days v vr together
I took u for granted for all d days..
U spent restless for me…vid me…
For all d time u fought others..
For my tears..for my hopes..
For all the moments v fought..
Hurted each other nd cried…
 till d tears wiped off pain..
for all the moments u played vid me…
vid my dolls venn I had no frnz…
for all the times ven ur belief..
asked me to fight the world off…
sry for never knowing ur worth…
sry for never saying it to u..
how much u mean to me…
sry for failing to know u..
ven u vr near…
nd know I cry all alone…
all again…for u…for ur love…
sry for never saying how much I loved u…
sry…bro…


Saturday, May 9, 2009

WHEN SUCCESS FAILS

The higher we are the harder we fall....for each one of dis who tasted the trauma of failure when dey vr the synonymes of success.

When success failed...

Glory fades away to dark,

Fame dies in a sobbng heart,

Hope crumbles down to dust,

Eminence becomes a thirsty lust.

Hands bleed gathering pieces:

of castles that break,

of dreams that shattered,

of trust that died.

Waves wash away the dreams craved,

Winds blow away the footprints paved,

With no marks on sands of time,

Hands tremble deserted in dark.

No hands to wipe off tears

No shoulders to lean upon,

No words to console the soul,

YOU walk alone ina mob.

In utter darkness even shadow betrays,

With failures as companions no one stays,

The saying goes but truth stands high:

"Be the river brimming with tears,

the banks remain dry."

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

search

Each day I craved,
for someone who vd
listen before I said
Feel bfr he looked in eyes
Stay when I asked to leave
Shoulder me bfr I cried


Each day I looked,
every face I passed by
Searching him in crowds
Finding him in strangers
Walking miles to discover him
Sensing him in everyone


Each time I walked,
back in my heart vid
My hands empty
My soul thirsty
My heart broken
My hopes dying


The moment I saw,
myself in mirror
The fake world vanished
The delusion washed off
The heart nvr srched nymor
It was ME I was searching for……..