Saturday, September 19, 2009

angel..


In a corner she laid
gazing still at roof
pleading it to fall
to end her misery her pain
to blow off a hope
she jst brought to life..
beside her lay her angel
with eyes stuck at her
trying to find reason
of tears dat flew down
of void her eyes looked at
of darkness she gazed into...




unmoved den dey both
heared the curses spelt
looked at the frettng faces
consoling her family stood
her all knowns nd unknowns...
she looked at her DAUGHTER
now for the first time
her bright face looked like a dawn
her large black eyes seemed like drowning her
she looked like a dew as pure as truth
den the setting sun rays fell on her
as if he had come to say her goodbye
before she like him get lost to darkness.....

plans being laid and conspiracies settled...
her grandmother laid hands on her..
but by now a mother had broken shackles
of d fake relations she had bowed to
of d fake society she cared of
of d fake person she lived her life for..

grabing her daughter in her arms
she walked out with courage no one cd ever detter
evryone freezed to astonishment
she stepped out...
with noone to stop..
nowhere to go...
bt she knew dat the settng sun was by her side
nd dis nght was nt too long...
as long as her angel LIVES...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Cd i ever be loved..


alone i kept walking
all d roads i came along
wearing a smile ,i kept
moving ahead of frayed minds
wantng to be true to me
tryng HIM to be proud of me
i tried to be good
i never knew ven people
walking beside me bcm frnz
i never knew ven i started
meaning dem so much..
gazing at light in hope
through the tunnel i swayed...
unaware i was nt alone
unaware the path was no more deserted
unaware i had people to love me
unaware i had people to love
i kept walking...
nd today wen i turned back..
i saw tears in eyes who loved me
i saw hands asking me to stop
i saw feet tryng to catch pace
stunned i looked cd dis b true
could i ever b loved
could i ever b cared
could i be a reson for someones smile...